I stayed up that night with the drugs in my hands. One I held on tight because it is this that helps me escape from reality. It is this that numbs my pain and it is that helps me breakaway from the world for a little while. I continued to consume it until there is … Continue reading Drugged


The tranquility we seek

https://vimeo.com/22439234 "Why does nature calms us so much?" "Because they are constantly making dzikr to Allah, always remembering Him, praising Him," Those who have believed and whose hearts are assured by the remembrance of Allah . Unquestionably, by the remembrance of Allah hearts are assured - Surah Ar-Ra'd:28


  That's it. I have made a decision. Standing right at the entrance, I decided to sneak through and head to that beautiful place. Protected by guards at night but I knew I just had to do it. I walk and look around to see if someone will stop me. A guard passes by but … Continue reading Healing

Keep Calm

I stare at the road ahead, driving slow along the high way. Too weak to press harder on the pedal. I will reach my destination anyway. But feeling weak isn't the main reason for my slow driving. It was what happened the night before that made me realise, sometimes slowing down (physically - be it … Continue reading Keep Calm


Assalamu'alaikum and hi! I was reading How To Fall in Love by Cecelia Ahern. And I came across something which¬†really got me thinking. "My sister Brenda said I was more interested in the idea of writing a book than actually writing it, because if I really wanted to write, I just would, every day, by … Continue reading Write!